This year has been tough filled with joy and with pain
The promise of new life the agony of no gain
The loss of my babies in December and May
The lives I could never share the hope as I lay
December was happy until that horrid night
The feeling of you as you left with the light
I knew you were there, I felt you so close
Then on the table as the darkness fell
When I opened my eyes the emptiness came
In May I was blessed with my triplets
You heartbeats I saw and we were filled with such joy
The happiness was short the pain has been long
You left me also too to fend on my own
This year has been tough as I have had to say good bye
The happiness of finding the pain of no more
How do you cope with that sort of grief
Alone in the night it’s so empty and no grace
I want you all with me but that’s not the case
Be safe my dear children
Look after my Nan
Join in a family in Heaven and wait for me
Wait for me at the gates for one day I will join you
In a brief heartbeat I can feel you
And feel pain no more
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