Posted in Life on Jul 7th, 2007 No Comments »
I’ve been down so low people look at me and they know,
they can tell something is wrong
like I dont belong,
well, staring through a window standing outside there just to happy to care
and I wana be like them but I’ll mess it up again,
I tripped them out when God kicked outside everybody’s soul.
Chorus:
And I know that [...]
Posted in Life on Jul 7th, 2007 No Comments »
It’s been a year now since we started trying to conceive. Keith probably doesn’t even realise it’s been a year now. Today is also the due date for the baby I lost in December. This week has been a bit of a rollercoaster of emotions for me with some really tough days and some really [...]
Posted in Life on Jul 3rd, 2007 No Comments »
Had I the heavens’ embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.
Posted in Life on Jul 3rd, 2007 No Comments »
Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it OK
There’s always some reason to feel not good enough
And it’s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction or a beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless and maybe
I’ll find some peace tonight
In the [...]
Posted in Life on Jul 2nd, 2007 No Comments »
And no fish fingers chips and peas for my tea….
Had a long day at work today. Why is it so many people choose not to do the work they are meant to do and then say it’s because it’s either not their job to do it or they didn’t have time. Someone has to do [...]
Posted in Life on Jul 1st, 2007 No Comments »
I have been watching a concert for Diana tonight. It’s really good but really sad as well. I couldn’t see the end of it as the tv was confiscated after 4hrs of music… It was sad to think that Diana is dead and can’t go on doing the things she wanted to do or bring [...]